Momma please stop crying . . . I`ll promise i`ll be better. I`ll make You Proud :) Share

It`s starting when ..

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Some nite i`m awake, i hear a voice.
in ma house, in ma mom`s room.
(damn)
that was my momma who was crying.

I can t stand the sound ,Your pain is painful and its tearin' me down
I know sometimes things may not always make sense to you like right now.

i know wut u cryn for, its all about me.
your boy, your son.
who`s should be your pride your joy.
but
I've wasted time.
I've wasted me.
be parasite make u a shame of me.

I can see you sad
Even when you smile
Even when you laugh
I can see it in your eyes
Deep inside you wanna cry
Cuz you're scared
i cant live my life

i`m go back to my room
Now I’m sittin’ in this empty bed.

i know it`s all about me, about my college, about the money.
I remember back six month when daddy had no money,
I sat up the whole night crying,
See daddy had a job But his job just Was to keep the food on the table for us.

Tryna to start a piggy bank for me
So i can keep on my college
but what i do just broke your hearts
And it seemed like everything was just starting to fall apart

you and dad was arguing a lot to end up my college
but u still love me still trust me, i`ll be good.

i`m so sorry to be your sadness.
Everything always happen for a reason
I guess it was never meant to be
But it’s just something
We have no control over
And that’s what destiny is
But no more worries
Rest your head and go to sleep
Maybe one day we’ll wake up
And this will all just be a dream,

Let it pass, let it go
There's no good reason that you should believe me
Not yet, I know,

But,
You'll see, Ma, now comes the better part
Someone's gonna make good
Cross his stupid heart
Make good and finally make you
Proud of your boy

Someday and soon
I'll make you proud of your boy
Though I can't make myself taller
Or smatter or handsome or wise

I'll do my best, what else can I do ?
Since I wasn't born perfect like Dad or you
Mom, I will try to
Try hard to make you
Proud of your boy

Cuz all I ever wanted to do was just make you proud of your boy.
All Ma hope and pray :)



-i`m sorry for all that fuckn stuff i`ve done-