Miss Rain : ) : )

Miss Rain,...

I never wanted anything so much than to drown in your love
and not feel your rain,...

Cause When Rain Coming, I Just Can Miss You,..


But I Think, It Does`nt Matter Now. Even I Just Can See You From "Distance" And Missing You Always In Every Rain, At Least I Got A Chance To See Your Smile.

Let Me Drown Loving You Till My Life Can`t Hold It Back,...
Let Me Drown Miss You In Every Rain, heii you Miss Rain,...

And maybe if one day, when finally I could tell you about this pain, I tell it to you without feeling hurt. It is not because i am is a mashocist. I just swallow all the pain it round and then fall in to silent again. Cause I know, even there`s a love, it`s not for me.

For now, I just want to stay along beside you.
And I know, it is my most fragile recklessness.

Even,
You bring me hell.
You give me bitter.
You drops my tears.
You blackout my life.
You incised me pain.
You trap me in suffer.
You make me shame.

I can not hold my heart back.
Cause, your smile is always able to soothe my joy.

I want nobody, nobody but you
How can I be with another? I don't want any other !!
I want nobody, Just You !!

Miss Rain,...

"Since I was hurt, then I could tell myself, there is a love lay inside me."
(Abandoned, 2010)

s.i.l.e.n.c.e.